what a day

oy.
it's been a long day. I didn't nap, not because I didn't have time to, but because I felt like if I wasn't exercising the way I should've been, I should definitely not have been sleeping. Also, I've been having the worst nights lately and I thought a break from my arduous nap cycle might do the trick.
My room's a mess. I think it contributes to how I feel about myself--I don't feel put together daily at all. Like today, I feel a foo'.
Anyway, what's been going on in my life?
I've been pretty preoccupied with school, I mean, as much as I think about it all the time and it's a giant time burden. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy what I'm doing, but it's just that time again. You know, the time when you're sick of the daily grind? I fear my post-collegiate life will end up like this too, only there's no summer to look forward to there. Just retirement. Ah, well. I feel redundant. My life feels redundant. I need to break my routines.
I feel like I should see my extended family more. Also, take more pictures. Also, see more friends on the daily. Also, devour a Fat Sandwich Company Sandwich after like a good 5 mile run. That sounds satisfying.
Also of note: Fat Sandwich Company, you're a poser. A real poser. Don't pretend to be local and show loyalty to MY team when you clearly started in Oklahoma and have another shop in Illinois. Fuck off.
Anyway. I've been doing stuff at the radio station intermittently, I haven't been there as much as I would like to have been. I'm hoping to get a show going sometime in April, but for sure over the summer there will be Becca streaming online and on radio waves. That's absolutely crazy.
I also have the fluency problem again. I feel limited in German with how I can express myself.
And Now for Something Completely Different:

I HAD THE WORST NIGHTMARE LAST NIGHT. Like, it was a nightmare. I rarely (if ever) have nightmares, but this shit was SCARY. Like, there was a monster coming out of a soccer player that I happened to be hanging out with, and it was scary. It looked like jagged toothed spaghetti squash oozing out of skin, with bloody bones scraping against the skin. So scary. I woke up flustered.