madison in the winter

is never the most pleasant of thoughts to think about when on vacation. but inevitably, when i get home, i'm so thankful that i'm here. i feel like 25 degrees is balmy and i like being home.
in other news, it's 2010, but i still feel like it's the 00's. how strange. also, i feel like i'm on a boat and am currently pumped up on meclazine because i am motion sick from sitting still. i don't think this is normal.
i have evolved into the one thing i hate and fear the most: a dinosaur. i sound like a fucking triceratops every time i cough.
anyway, the trip i just returned from was the absolute best. there are so many highlights and i'm so dizzy i think i'm just going to sum it up by saying it was one of the best times of my life.
other things:
i'm soo proud of a certain someone for going back to school. that made my week. i've been very happy about this, and i hope it works out. i'm praying, which is weird because i'm not a religious person.
i'm exhausted and think i have insomnia. i sound really unhealthy, but really this is just a build up. thank god school doesn't start for another week.
i got my sex book today. it looks incredibly interesting. maybe i should revert to wanting to be a sex therapist.
i need to buy a rug. not sure why i thought of that.
i was in a really good mood for a whole 24 hour cycle and then i just had like a burnout or something. now i'm in a bit of an existential crisis and wondering if people actually care about me at all. i think i should probably sleep.