of note:

rushi and i had parallel blog posts yesterday (mindfuck)
i don't like my layout anymore, time to change it
i'm going to kenya in a month
how i think has changed:
now: primarily thinking about other people/other people in relation to myself
then: depressing universe stuff
somethings never change
other things change too much right before your eyes
still love german
if people would just look out for each individual more often, this world would be better.
money and love lead people to do crazy shit.
wondering if everyone is really out for themselves
cliches aren't false and may not even be overused (an invention of aristocracy?)
lists are more fun for people to read than stream of consciousness
when i say 'people' i mean 25 year old me looking back on stupid 20 year old me
i really like running
city running>lake running IFF windy conditions
i also enjoy smoking cigarettes (on rare occasions)
while smoking cigarettes i judge people who smoke
a little.
flaming liberals simultaneously scare me and piss me off
flaming conservatives simultaneously piss me off and astound me
taking oral typhoid vaccine would make anyone feel special
losing the vote for president today in german club sucked.
VP is a better job
when i think now i often think in SOs and hashtags
wondering if i've gotten dumber or just think about practical things now
miss whining all the time a little
funny how when everything's going well, one thing isn't
i wonder if that's the way the world will always work
as in: we're paying a price for all this technological advancement (end of days)
my bed is ultra comfortable
puns make me extremely happy
people think too much about things
planning usually backfires
applying topics learned in class to everyday situations is helpful
it should be easy to talk to friends
wondering what other people think about while they walk
wish i could remember what i think about when i walk
stopped writing in a planner...memory issues already ensuing
articulate people do better
rushi should apply to j school
3.00am is soo fucking late
can't stop obsessing about the 5-7 units of working memory
feel like i'm always forgetting something
(does everyone always feel that way?)
wondering if i'll ever grasp how lucky i am
wish people would stop looking down on nurses
wish i knew more about other people (and pretty much everything)
if i could i would never sleep
eyelids are droopy
wish i knew other people as well as i know my best friends
generally pretentious: music snobs, subscribers of fashion, people who are born
into a LOT of money, others.


MUST SLEEP: DELIRIOUS