Do you ever miss a time? I feel like I spend a lot of time missing bygone periods of my life. I guess this habit becomes really depressing because I'll never get them back. Do I even realize I'm living them when I am? I think I do, at least in this case. When I was younger, I don't think I thought that I'd miss that specific day, but now, I remind myself that I'm going to miss being 20 years old one day. I'm going to wish I could go back to this date in my history, to this room, to this apartment, to my classes, etc. Depressingly, I think that type of thought about my life a year ago. I figure though, when I get older I don't think I'll care whether it was a year ago or today, I'll just long for youth, which scares me, because I often can't wait to get older. I need to live in today.
Weird moods continue. ?
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