consumed

Wow, that's a pun if I ever made one.

Let me explain: I'm soo consumed by econ (which deals with 'consumers') haha.

Anyway. Six hours today studying and I feel just as screwed as I did before. I don't know what to do. I'm stressed out, but not really and I'm so distracted. College, perhaps is the root of all evils. It causes me to feel stupid in comparison with my peers...I feel qualified, but just barely, and the days just kind of fade from one to the next with a neverending list of things to do contained in each. I have long term goals that I feel like I need to put on hold, for instance, my health. I feel like I'm slowly becoming unhealthy as I become increasingly engulfed with school. Now I can see the light at the end of the tunnel (one month left) but there is so much work to be done up until then it is of little consequence.

What else is new, you muse? Nothing really, I'm pretty enthusiastic about going to Germany next year. A little fearful, but mostly hopeful. Today I was accepted into Stockwerk Deutsch, which means I'll be moving up a floor in the next building and getting a single. Also, the floor speaks German all the time which I feel will be an asset to my fluency. I really need to work on that German, all my classes will be in German next year! (YIPES!)

Seeing how I am using this as a procrastination tool, I will close now with a piece of advice:

Heed my warning, friends. Avoid, under any and all circumstances, microeconomics.