this looks worse than it is. but the dramatic title really spices things up, don't you think?
a list of things i'm not proud of:
-how i cry
-how i get worked up about trivial things
-how i quit my job
-my need for perfection coupled with my tendency to give up
-my tendency to spend money
-always looking for something meaningful to say when the best thing would just be silence
-my reclusiveness
-how i procrastinate to the point of misery
-the overthinking
-the bad habits and inability to change them
-my tendency to live in the past
-negative thoughts about others
-my body
-the way i think about romance
-a couple of romantic encounters
-feeling worthless for stupid reasons
-being whiny
-not focusing on good things (there are so many!)
-how i look in jeans
-my inability to think abstractly
-how i handle my parents
-my inability to articulate well (writing or speaking)
-my inferiority complex
-being an over-privileged white american with no real problems, but yet still finding a reason to be unhappy sometimes
this should end now. hope it's just the weather
you are obviously suffering from october withdrawal. have a cupcake and maybe some pumpkin ale.
ReplyDeletei think you're excellent despite your insistence on making these lists, and we should skype.