My first 'bad' day in college was today. It was pretty awful. I was just in a bad frame of mind which made things difficult enough already; the day was tainted by my attitude. To begin with, I wrote not a SINGLE word correctly on the board in Hebrew, with the whole class watching me. Seriously, it was humiliating because I totally know the difference between a gimmel and a zayin and a backwards dalet and a forwards dalet. Anyway. After that I had International Studies, which was fine. I feel enlightened. I need to get a book for that. Whoops. Aarushi, Jason, Baruch and I went to A8 China for a free lunch (yes, there is such a thing!) which went well. After that, I went to Baruch's house, and then came back to the dorm room to an equal, if not greater, unproductivity. At least I showered.
I ended up leaving my phone at Baruch's house. So I had to retrieve it after a somewhat grievious session with the chancellor at the ILC Roundtable dinner. It was awful. Everyone here thinks I'm super conservative or something, but that's not how I meant it. I feel like I'm so inwardly harsh that I appologize for my actions way to much. I need to act with decisiveness, and stop feeling so self-conscious. Hopefully this is part of the proverbial "finding yourself" in college.
I have econ homework that is like the elephant in the room.
Last night, I went to dinner with the cousins, and we had a really nice night. We went to Cafe Costa Rica and the food was quite amazing! I love my cousins.
And Zadie! Oh Zadie. The cutest little kitten that anyone ever did see. Baruch, Shaina and I went to go get Kittens from my uncle Brian's farm on Saturday. They're soo cute, but they have horrid earmites. And I'm worried about Zadie because she IS so tiny. She's half the weight of the others. I'm hoping that Baruch keeps the place airy and keeps her fed well so she doesn't develop any serious lasting health problems. I love her though. She's absolutely adorable, and reminds me of Muffy at a young age, purry, furry, and playful. She's more cuddly than playful though. Good enough for me. She cheers me right on up! Shaina's kittens are cute too though, not as fuzzy, but cute :) I doubt a kitten could ever NOT be cute. hah.
I guess my life isn't so bad. Today was just a rough day. we all have them, right?
That's not bad, everyone makes mistakes. It could've been so much worse. At least you didn't have shit on your pants when you were writing on the board. Again I'm excluded from your plans, what the hell Becca! You know I'm still not even mentioned in here yet? Hurts. 'I feel like I'm so inwardly harsh that I appologize for my actions way to much.' That's exactly how I feel sometimes. It's weird how it's in our DNA, or something, to help/love all babies. There's just something about them that no one can resist. Weird, huh?
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